And this shit as a kid hit me hard. I suffer from terrible abandonment issues from my mother's neglect and from the objectification I got from my father. None of my family cared to keep in contact then, and none do now. I was convinced that everyone, at some point, will abandon me. I found so much in this character, and it doesn't help that I have a complex for saving people. lol
I offer my condolences to you in regards to your situation. I've long been a loner not entirely by choice, and recently I thought that I finally had a significant relationship blossoming with someone I knew, but in the end I was only met with heartbreak and a return to loneliness, similar to Raven and Malchior I suppose.
Oh, I'm happy and healthy now, I'm married and have my own home, far from them, and now the family shuns me for my beliefs and my love preference. Not like they were really a big part of my life to begin with. lol I've made my family, that's something this show also taught me. And I'm sorry to hear that. I feel like people like me, which could include you, go to great lengths because we don't know when to stop. I once drove from Tennessee to Chicago for a girl I met while my mother was in the ICU. She had me go up there for a concert, and when I got there she was with another man, and blew me off. lol
And this shit as a kid hit me hard. I suffer from terrible abandonment issues from my mother's neglect and from the objectification I got from my father. None of my family cared to keep in contact then, and none do now. I was convinced that everyone, at some point, will abandon me. I found so much in this character, and it doesn't help that I have a complex for saving people. lol
ReplyDeleteI offer my condolences to you in regards to your situation. I've long been a loner not entirely by choice, and recently I thought that I finally had a significant relationship blossoming with someone I knew, but in the end I was only met with heartbreak and a return to loneliness, similar to Raven and Malchior I suppose.
DeleteOh, I'm happy and healthy now, I'm married and have my own home, far from them, and now the family shuns me for my beliefs and my love preference. Not like they were really a big part of my life to begin with. lol I've made my family, that's something this show also taught me.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm sorry to hear that. I feel like people like me, which could include you, go to great lengths because we don't know when to stop. I once drove from Tennessee to Chicago for a girl I met while my mother was in the ICU. She had me go up there for a concert, and when I got there she was with another man, and blew me off. lol
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